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Psychedelic Tea

“Drink your tea slowly and reverently, as if it is the axis on which the world earth revolves – slowly, evenly, without rushing toward the future.” — Thich Nhat Hanh

Whether you drink normal tea or psychedelic tea, enjoy it.

Sip slow.

Breathe.

Taste the tea in your mouth and on your tongue.

Give thanks for the day.

Enjoy this moment, here and now. Forever.

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Psychedelic Spending

“I think if we spent the time we spend thinking about not spending money, spent that time on spending money, then it’d be time well spent.” — Darius (Atlanta)

I must agree with this quote from the eccentric philosopher Darius from the show Atlanta.

Sometimes save. Sometimes spend.

But if you always spend your life saving money and never spending, what are you really doing with your life?

How are you enjoying life?

In regards to my books & guides, here is just a fun book filled with 10 challenging & fun psychedelic crossword puzzles…guarantee it will take you days if not weeks to figure the answers to these!! & it’s something fun to spend your money on and to support me and also support psilocybin mushrooms!!

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Psychedelic Consensus

“Ultimately a genuine leader is not a searcher for consensus but a molder of consensus.” — MLK Jr

Decriminalize psilocybin mushrooms✅

Legalize psilocybin therapy✅

Jesus viral✅

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Psychedelic Travels

“It is better to travel well than to arrive.”
— Buddha

You can use a psychedelic drug for several reasons; for healing, for epiphanies, for fun, for initiation, or any other reason you can think of.

Or you can just do it because.

And then enjoy the journey as it happens, not for where it takes you…

A great guide to take on your journey is The Psychedelic Trip Journal — filled with lots of both fun & healthy integrative activities.

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Psychedelic Happiness

“If you take your happiness and put it in someone’s hands, sooner or later, she is going to break it. If you give your happiness to someone else, she can always take it away. Then if happiness can only come from inside of you and is the result of your love, you are responsible for your happiness.” — Don Miguel Ruiz

One of the greatest lessons my psilocybin experiences have taught me is to put my own happiness into my own hands. My happiness depends completely on myself, just as yours depends on yourself & no one else.

The mistake many people make is they depend on other people for their own happiness, when you will never find happiness from another person. You will only ever find it within yourself.

If you haven’t found it within yourself yet, psilocybin really might be for you.

Meditation is also a good complement to the psilocybin experience.

If you have ever looked for happiness through voting, or in politics – good luck – you’ll never find it in the devils political games.

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Way of the Peaceful Warrior

Throughout this episode I share messages & quotes from the book Way of the Peaceful Warrior that relate to some of my experiences on psilocybin:
-Be happy now, without reason
-You are more than your thoughts
-Actions>Thoughts (although they are both important!)

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First Personal Breakthrough with Psilocybin

I was a sophomore in college.
The year was 2010.
It was a beautiful Spring day. 
The story of psilocybin’s first and greatest impact in my life. Heartfelt.
My life was forever changed.

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The Psilocybin Experience Factors

2 years after my first psychedelic experience, in 2012, I traveled to Venezuela on a mission trip. Up to that point I had only taken magic mushrooms 3 or 4 times. 

I’ve never craved psychedelics. I’ve always appreciated them with a deep reverence after my first experience.

Anyway, looking through photo memories, I can see my charisma and trusting presence. I wonder if psilocybin makes us more of who we are? But do believe that it can awaken the Soul.

As I’ve gotten older, some of my trusting presence has faded or hidden. I think it’s still within me. Many people have mistaken my carefree presence as naive and weak, but now that it’s not as strong within me, I realize this was a strength.

I didn’t need or use any drugs during this trip. I really was high on life, and have been high on life much of my life. I had little to no anxiety, no worries, just carrying a deep trust I had for life, God, the Universe, which my psychedelic experiences made complete. I understood that everything in life was unfolding perfectly, trusting it without a doubt, which I believe is what allowed me to live so completely in the present moment, overflowing with life.

I was in a state of trust, and would like to practice trusting life again. I think as we age and experience inevitable moments of suffering, we trust less, we’re in our heads more, we miss out on joys otherwise to be had today – holding onto pains of our past or worries of our future. It’s not easy.

My once in a blue moon psychedelic experiences often return me to that state of trusting presence. My hope is that it can do the same for others, and that we can carry some of that trust into our daily lives.

I know several factors impact the experience – that the psychedelic experience is unique to the individual. Maybe the experience brings out more of who we already are, but maybe it can do more than that with the addition of a spiritual practice, or other practices. The presence of genuinely supportive people makes a difference.

I see this in reflection as I’m currently not in the all-around great shape I had been in most of my life, and not just physical shape but mental, emotional, spiritual, social, and financial — I’m still paying student loans but at the time it felt like free money. Haha.

Life is constantly changing. I’m not in the ideal shape I used to be in, but I’m happy with who I am and where I’m currently at. I accept myself, (I try to!), as I simultaneously (try to) take actions toward a more ideal future. Imperfect progress is a way toward progress, and I do imagine a better future, although 2020 hasn’t made it easy.

I hope you and yours are well.

I know that psilocybin alone isn’t the answer, though it is nice hearing about its decriminalizations and medicinal legalizations. I think it will help many people in the long run.

Cheers to your beautiful cosmic self,
Psil Silva

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Psilocybin Snakes & Butterflies

When it kicked in it took me to this innocence feeling of childhood. I felt like a kid. I was drawing butterflies in my notebook. What I wrote wasn’t legible but from what I could grasp it said you are beautiful, you are the butterfly and I drew some butterflies next to it.

When I peaked I could close my eyes and see myself ascending through the universe. My soul was flying high through the entire universe. I was just a spirit my physical body didn’t exist.

I felt like I could touch the fabric of the universe and become one with it. I could see the universe and the stars. I cried many tears of joy and pure euphoria.

Then the heavy emotions kicked it. I was coming face to face with my shadow. I felt like I had a fever. I was so cold I was shivering. I became a snake. 

I was a snake all night shedding skin and rising above the many deaths that took place.

I felt like I died multiple times. In the process of dying I saw the hindu goddess kali right in front of me. She is the goddess of death, also associated with feminine power and sexuality. she was there throughout my process of death and rebirth. I felt a bit uncomfortable. I didn’t want to face the trauma that was being shown, but there was no way to avoid it. After I faced it, she left. And that’s when the hindu god Ganesh appeared. He is known as the God of  beginnings and remover of obstacles.

I started slowly coming down and just felt like my chest was going to burst open with all the love and gratitude within my heart and I’m still feeling that way the day after. I’m currently in a world of my own made out of the love and gratitude in my heart. It’s just utter bliss. Cheers to Mother Earth for always providing the resources to help us heal, mind, body and spirit. May We honor her, love her and protect her.
-Lenissa Milagros

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How to Prepare a Therapeutic Psilocybin Experience — HAVE FUN!

In the end, your psilocybin experience should be a blast of fun.

But there’s so much talk about psychedelics these days it can get confusing.
The constant negative societal news doesn’t help either..

This is where I believe certain practices can help – Spiritual&Religious practices.

-Zen Meditation
-Biblical Affirmations
-and much more

Spiritual practices have helped enhance my trips, and have gotten me through bad trips. They help me let go.


-And by Letting Go I mean having no thoughts.
-Experiencing life in the here and now.
-Listening to life and being a receiver of life’s messages whilst in this state of consciousness.

And then naturally, joy follows.

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Why do I want to help you?

I want to help you because I’ve had experiences where I’ve sought out help and didn’t get any. I’ve traveled to dark places, by myself, and had to figure it out by myself or I’d die.

I am thankful for these experiences, because they have deepened my compassion&empathy. Receiving no help turned me into a person who wants to help everyone, because I know how it feels to have no one there for you.

But I don’t dwell in the negative. There is fun to be had while creating a better world. I use my experiences to help you make peace with your demons, as I have with mine.

The Universe loves us, but we humans work hard at not feeling loved.
It’s time to embrace the love you deserve, even if you don’t feel worthy.
You are worthy.